Thursday, December 11

sorry guys.

for being a little bitch on the updates. god, i just been on some other shit lately. a lot of stressful ass situations coming my way. but nothing i cant handle. sooo, wtf has been going on with me. i swear the only time i'm motivated to blog is when i'm pissed off or something lmao. terrible, eh? like i get on this bitch frequently & will just stare at my fucking blog like ugh. i literally have nothing to blog on. cus i dont wanna be repetitive & talk about the same wack ass bull over & over. anyways, i guess i could update you guys on the whole 'father' situation. to be honest i dodge his phone calls everytime he rings. my brother too. only becus he gets on the phone & asks the same goddamn questions. "got any kids?" like no motherfucker i havent gotten pregnant since last week when u asked.

its just to me, seems as if my dad is all talk. like from jump you feeding me bullshit? seriously? & that just turned me the fuck off. with even wanting to get to know him. i can already tell he'll only bring hope then heartbreak to the table. so to get around that i fall to the left.

uhhh, what else. relationship wise? still a ball of confusion but meh, you really dont want me to get into all that. blog liable to take up the whole front page. plus i aint in the mood to discuss him.

thanksgiving was cool. my mom cooked a shit load of food. & can you fucking believe my sister's baby daddy came over here & went home WITH A MOTHER FUCKING TRASHBAG FULL OF FOOD? then had the nerve to say "oh i'll be back tomorrow to get the rest." yoooo that pissed me off like crazy. for one, youre trifling nigga. then youre already a deadbeat piece of shit & youre basically taking food out your kids mouth. like nigga you are NOT apart of this family. fucking lowlife ass leech. this aint the goddamn homeless shelter. ugh. but yeah if you wanna know anything or have any irrelevant, random, or personal questions leave it in the comments. & i'll just add on to this blog or make another. cus i'm running out of shit to discuss.

oh & i fucking suck at updating a pic for the week. i knowz! but i already told ya niggas i'm the least motivated person you'll ever come in contact with. really though. buuut i promise promise promise i'll get better with it cus that shit is gay as fuck right now lmao. i think i have an obsession with my arm or something. no jokes :/

PS. - 40+ followers? suweeet. & thanks for even keeping up with my blog. honestly, it means a lot. for anyone to be interested in any of the shit i say is amazing to say the least.<33

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

YOUR WELCOME!!!:)

* n i e c e y ♥ said...

teenz; your the shit boo ♥

i'm not motivated either , smh .
don't worry, we'll fiqure somethinq out [;

muahsx !

-BONNIE BLUNT$; said...

well at least you let your anger out here & just vent instead of beating the shit out of someone. =] lmao

as for your pops; i mean you just get that gut feeling when you know someone or something is not right so just stick with it.<3

Lizzy said...

I've become quite a lurker on your blog.

Try blogging on the regular instead of just summarising everything up when you do get a chance to blog, it makes it easier to have stuff to write about.

I try to but it doesn't always work.

Chaveeo said...

aw hun it seems lke you just needa hug ........ *HUG* :) lol i hope you feelz better later :D

vexedmentals said...

lizzy - thats some really good advice, actually.