Saturday, November 29

i need. . .

a reality check.

ive become such a slouch since ive graduated from high school. i have not reached a single one of my goals. and why? not even gonna bullshit you; there really isnt a reason. other than the fact that i'm lazy. & unmotivated. no one can motivate me either. that has to come from self and to be honest, i have no idea on how i'd get to that point. maybe this blog will be my wake up call. but i doubt it. shit is soo frustrating because i have BIG plans. & my life seems to be passing me by. . . day by day. ugh, its bedtime. later guys.

15 comments:

(vixenchick) said...

i feel that....i'm kinda going through the same thing. good luck with all your future plans!

xoxo

vixen

listen to her lyrics. said...

i think everyone has felt like that once in their life.

Jervis said...

man we on the same bridge, WANNA JUMP OFF???

angelicaa phyliciaa . said...

damnn , i thouqht , i was the onnnleeee onee :/ welll loveee , i quess wee needaa start pushinn ourself to wheree we wanna bee , qood luckk mamaass. :]

The_Narscisst said...

i went thru that phase too .. i took a year off and went to colege to realize that what i wanted to do was not my thing, so here i am 2 years later... still not knowing hwat i wanna do until now.. so my advice ur young but... good luck in whatever u do girll

Latoya said...

MY LIFE SEEMS TO BE FLYING BY ME TOO..

Ora_Lanique* said...

UGHH..ii GUESS EVERYONE DOES GO THRU THiS!!
iM iN SKOOL & NOT FOCUSED!
LiFE iS A MESS..FLYiN WAY AHEAD OF ME; AND ii NEED TO CATCH UP

Lizzy said...

Do not let life pass you by like this sweetheart. I don't know you but I'm sure you're smarter than that. Life is way too short. Take control of your life.

If you're to use this blog as a wake up call, perhaps you can use this blog to start writing about experiences on a day-to-day basis that will get you closer and closer to your goals. I'm not sure if that makes sense.

vexedmentals said...

thanks for the comments everyone.

& i'll take that into consideration, lizzy.<3

Anonymous said...

I felt like that...but with a dose of Beyonce and sleeping pills..I'm back to normal...

[$ H A R O N A] said...

that's exactly how i feel. but one day you'll feel it and kick into overdrive. but for me the lazy spells come back.

-$

B.Marie said...

happens to a lot of us.... i know i needed to really go out and try to find myself to become active after i graduated just give it time

PORCHE ` said...

ughh, i know where you are coming from. love the blog :)

KeepitFUNKY said...

I did the same thing...my plans fell through a year after due to other circumstances so...I took a year and a half off before I went to college. I finished the first year but didnt go back to get my degree. College isn't for everyone..you should go though; at least for general studies if you can't decide your major. I say at least try it, you never know- ya might like it. :)
Take it easy.
keepitFUNKY(c)
'gia

Al-Asr said...

teenz can we get an update?
new post?
im fiendin